I fought it back - the times that left me blind I fought it back - but winds are so unkind It´s always there - behind my hopeless smiles You´re always there - ´till the day I die I fought it back - but only on borrowed time I fought it back - but only for a little while It´s always there - behind my hopeless smiles You´re always there - ´till the day I die It´s in your stare It´s in the air That I can´t bear Sometimes I wish that you could see The pain that you feed Sometimes I really wish you could bleed For me again Sometimes I really wish you could see The snakes that crawls on me Sometimes I really wish I could flee From you again