This is not a love song, I just miss you And I'm not sad anymore, just reminiscing It's been three whole years since we last spoke When I was drunk at that whiskey bar in Pittsburg I don't remember much of what we fought about Only stumbling off to my hotel alone And oh, my darling, where'd you go? Thought the storm would pass us soon But love's a fight and you took flight Said I'm not worth the fight anymore So tell me what was I still fighting for? I thought I saw you at the airport Outside the restroom, LAX, gate 24 But would you still recognise my face? I haven't cut my hair in years, I haven't shaved for days The truth is I've been a reckless mess I never did know who I was ever since you left And oh, my darling, where'd you go? Thought the storm would pass us soon But love's a fight and you took flight Said I'm not worth the fight anymore So tell me what was I still fighting for? I heard you're heading for the West Coast Chasing someone else you miss most While I'm a ghost For my curiosity Could you explain what's wrong with me And why you had to leave? And oh, my darling, where'd you go? Thought the storm would pass us soon But love's a fight and you took flight Said I'm not worth the fight anymore And oh, my darling, where'd you go? Thought the storm would pass us soon But love's a fight and you took flight Said I'm not worth the fight anymore So tell me what was I still fighting for? This is not a love song, I don't even miss you I just get sad when I'm reminiscing