The Hourglass

Pawn II

The Hourglass


You treat me like a pawn 
Is that what I am? 
I have nothing left inside 
And you don't give a damn 

You keep me in check with a look 
My move is stalled 
The game reads like an open book 
I've been positioned to fall 

Tell me how you can say that you love me 
When the only thing you love is control 
Tell me how I can stay when you hurt me 
When the things that you say take their toll 

I need to see the end of you 
Controlling me and haunting me 
I want to see what I can do 
Away from here, away from you 
I need to make my last move 
Get out of here and see it through 
I'll be free without your noose 
And not a pawn for you to use 

I'm waiting patiently 
For a chance to get out of this trap 
When the hold that you have 
Loosens its grip from my life 

I've hesitated far too long 
And I'm afraid to be alone 
I'm afraid that when I break away 
I'll be lost without a home 

Tell me how you can say that you love me 
When the only thing you love is control 
Tell me how I can play when you beat me 
When the moves that you make strip my soul 

I need to see the end of you 
Controlling me and haunting me 
I want to see what I can do 
Away from here, away from you 
I need to make my last move 
Get out of here and see it through 
I'll be free without your noose 
And not a pawn for you to use 

I'm going down that lonely road 
I have to get out on my own 
I hope the place that my path ends 
Is a place that I've never been 

In my life I've made mistakes 
And now I'm drowning in their wake 
Checkmate doesn't mean I'm through 
Only that I'm through with you 

The sting of your words still burns me 
The scar of emotion is too deep to heal 
Your move has become failed strategy 
As the prison that you built burns down 

I need to see the end of you 
Controlling me and haunting me 
I want to see what I can do 
Away from here, away from you 
I need to make my last move 
Get out of here and see it through 
I'll be free without your noose 
And not a pawn for you to use