The Holiday Plan

Giving Up

The Holiday Plan


you said youre just too good, 
translated i understood 
"youre childish and immature, 
i've seen the world and then some more, 
i never meant those words i said, 
and youre the fool for eating 
what i fed you" 
are you sorry now? 
i wish i'd given up when 
there was no reason why, 
but i still had to try and 
i pushed too hard and 
i heard the words that 
clarified your actions and your stay. 
i know i said "lets still be friends" 
and i meant what i said back then, 
but things changed when i realised, 
what really went through your mind. 
i hope i can still forgive, 
but all i'm really sure of is i still care, 
but you dont, how is that fair?