I'm scared that if I'll leave Then, you'll be happier than me You'll start life and get things going finally (finally) You'll find some things that make you smile And the ways that drives you wild And I just can't seem to get it off my brain Maybe you'll stop self-medicating And overcomplicating your life Maybe you'll hear what I've been saying And look at me like you did that night Do you really wanna overdose your whole entire life? It's like you're wishing you were dead Every time I close my motherfucking eyes Can't fall asleep at night I'm scared that if I'll leave You'll fall apart and won't get clean You'll take too many and just leave me here to grieve You'll find something that gets you higher And stay with that fucking liar And I just can't seem to get it off my brain Maybe you'll stop self-medicating And overcomplicating your life Maybe you'll hear what I've been saying And look at me like you did that night Do you really wanna overdose your whole entire life? It's like you're wishing you were dead Every time I close my motherfucking eyes Can't fall asleep at night I can't fall asleep at night Can't fall asleep at night Can't fall asleep at night Can't fall asleep at night You really wanna overdose your whole entire life? It's like you're wishing you were dead Every time I close my motherfucking eyes Can't fall asleep at night I can't fall asleep at night (wishing I was right) Can't fall asleep at night (you take that all the time) Can't fall asleep at night (you always change my life) Can't fall asleep at night