I stood outside your house for hours last night I didn't make it past the porch lights, couldn't bear to see you crying I saw the colour of the front door's changed from blue I guess you didn't want reminders of the pain I put you through Well I promise you one day, I will come back home and see you I know that all your lonely days, they will not just disappear Your disappointment in my choice, I can't breathe without a voice I just hope that in due time you can forgive me Love stopped me coming home I found a photograph of the day we had in Brighton I sometimes wonder where the time went. It's been months since I went back and I'm sorry, please never think that I don't love you It's fucking hard to walk away, I guess I'm scared to learn of all the ways you've changed Well I promise you one day, I will come back home and see you I know that all your lonely days, they will not just disappear The reappointment in this choice, I can't love without a voice I just hope that in due time you can forgive me Love stopped me coming home I know if I don't come back soon that last goodbye may last forever And I don't think I can handle all that weight I am trying to get better all the time I am trying to get better all the time I am trying to get better all the time