How can I change my life When I only wanna die You couldn't love me if you tried You're so ugly when you cry So bury Me deep 'Cause all the world around me is so ugly Everybody wants to be a martyr And everybody wants to know their father Loves their precious son (4! 3! 2! 1!) Everybody wants a happy ending Anything to keep pretending You hurt yourself for fun (4! 3! 2! 1!) Cherubim and therapists They build your chains the same How can I change my life When I only wanna die You couldn't love me if you tried You're so ugly when you cry So bury Me deep 'Cause all the world around me is so ugly Does anybody really wanna live forever? Ask me when the party's over Aren't you having fun? (Aren't you having fun) And everybody wants a happy ending No more tears the world is ending And all the kids do drugs Maybe we were always meant to Hurt the ones we love How can I change my life When I only wanna die You couldn't love me if you tried You're so ugly when you cry So bury Me deep 'Cause all the world around me is so ugly How can I change my life When I only wanna die You couldn't love me if you tried You're so ugly when you cry So bury Me deep 'Cause all the world around me is so ugly