There's nothing like a healthy dose of reality From the words on my computer and the cable TV Everyone gets lucky so I guess I should chill But if everybody's dead there's no one left to kill You crawl across the kitchen eat your food on the floor You cover up the window and you lock up the door You're terrified of nothing as you weep through the day Masturbate to memories 'til you're not afraid There's a piece of me breaking inside everyday It can't wait it can't wait to get out 'Cause if the storm ahead's looking for someone to take I can't wait I can't wait to get out You spit out all the medicine they told you to take There's nothing that can fix you if there is then it's fake She says your spasms are genetic the depression will heal Well I don't need no one to tell me how I should feel You told your family that you should have stayed in the closet Well you tried to get back in I had the key but I lost it You're freaking out you calm down and you freak out again And when you're hanging from the ceiling nothing else can be said