Pull me out before I drown Raise me up to higher ground Turn around, touch the clouds Help me out, I'm done with falling down There is a price to pay for being me Crossed the line then realized I'm dying more each time These pills I take spare me one more day To enjoy shit I'm throwing away...away Right down the fucking drain Feeling like it's sinking in I am what the fuck I am Denial is my closest friend These wounds I cannot mend My finger prints leave a trace A piece of me you can't erase No fear of what you might think No fear of anything I'm happy with the mess that I've made And my mistakes I'll take them with me to my grave...to my grave It's hiding inside me just waiting I'm not the one you're after Leave me be I am never there When you call on me to share This pain I have to bear I've looked around and you weren't there I'm comfortable inside my skin I found a place you can't get in You always said you needed me But I'm not the man you want me to be Go away there's the door Casualty of my internal war Here I am one more time Standing at the end of the line This time my patience left be