It's Christmas night and I'm left all alone I miss the good days we lived such a pity now they're gone And I was sitting on the staircase thinking about how long must we try before we can reach what we need It's still Christmas night I'm pretending everything's alright to all the unknown relatives and nothing is the same Last year we blew out the candles together You swore you'd be here for Christmas forever but look at us now I want to hate Christmas but Christmas reminds me of you and how could I ever hate you? I'd like to say this night I'm sure I'll make it through how can I make it through? One minute to midnight close your eyes and see the lights Could you take it all away, see the pain, as you fade? I'm lying I never meant to make you cry I never wanted to lie stay outside stay tonight I want to hate Christmas but Christmas reminds me of you and how could I ever hate you? I'd like to say this night I'm sure I'll make it through how can I make it through? And how could I ever hate you? How could I ever hate you? I never hated you Thirty seconds to midnight I'm still waiting outside will you come tonight? End this suffering tonight I won't hate Christmas I won't ever hate you how could I ever hate you? I'd like to say this night I'm sure I'll make it through how can I make it through? I'll make it through I see you coming through the crowd just say it loud kneel to the ground just be around don't you leave me now just five seconds now