this is the story of my life a constant battle to be myself losing winning i can never tell when every time it's the same routine i'm strong then i'm weak sinking into my hole and the deeper i get the more i forget what matters the most to me i want to go to the beach i want to see what life is like on the other side i want to go to the beach it's not my fault i'm ashamed of who i am it's the world who's pushing pulling me to the edge when everytime it's the same routine they're picking on me and i'm taking it with a smile and the more i take in the more i'm convinced i don't matter anymore to me i want to go to the beach i want to see what life is like on the other side i want to go to the beach I! I want to go! i want to go to the beach i want to see what life is like on the other side i want to go to the beach i want to go to the beach i want to go to the beach i want to go to the beach