Chronic panics, xanax Form a mental diagram of it I like to watch your brain swell As you're doing the math (What is it) But you won't fucking solve shit I think I'm drowning counting maybes I curse the ground and the sky That is above me debating Why I am now holding onto nothing Why am I holding onto nothing Awaiting the second cumming Has got me pissing with an erection In the wrong direction It never was enough It'll never be enough I'll never have enough I fuckin' live it Model fuckin' citizen It never was enough It'll never be enough I'll never have enough Fuck it, end it Go suck off the dead