If you could only keep me alive I sware that somehow we could find this way to change my life and help me sing this song. Becasue the rain it hit this town and washed away half of my faith But now Im ready to feel what ive been feeling. And then the sun it hit my face and made me think of all the things made me pray Like when I stood up all this cocane Hit my heart Then all the sudden Im in love Oh God its almost summer I hope addiction took my heart Because Im looking for a hook That could just hold me back from Tearing out these speakers Its not the sound that drowns me out But all this doubt that broke me down You were my friend But now Im taking you to Hell. If you could hold me hand You could feel what Ive been feeling I wrote this song for you Its not the reasons that I left Its just the ones that kept me hanging onto you So hold me down to writing letters Like the song said I'm so much better When I'm gone you could take your time Because I'm living off this antidote