The College Life

The Pain of Committment

The College Life


No matter how far you run from the truth 
you're always one step behind 
you can chip away all day at the walls 
they remain too high to climb 
nothing weighs more than a promise 
and you let your grip slip long ago 
function faded and the passion dissolved 
and your left to struggle alone 
I see you're trying to avoid the deal 
but it's there when you get back 
just how far did you think you would get 
before it all collapsed 
anything but the pain of committment 
and for once to follow through 
effort tripped up assistance refused 
blind to all now but your twisted view 
hit the ground running was once the call 
not it's "hit the sauce" 
flow through at a steady crawl 
I think despair has got too tight of a hold now 
if I wanted to I couldn't reach to pull you out.