I think I'm going insane Running this through my brain I wish I could just feel safe For once in my life I know it's never been hard To keep the blood in my heart I just never held it all It's not like this before But I'm ready to let it go So say what you wanna say now I'm your liability You don't really wanna go? But I don't care I don't want you near me 'Cause I wanna run And you wanna watch me fall apart And I wanna feel Something more than just myself I get so bent out of shape That you won't get me to break I just thought of you as more As something real to me But it's showing that I was wrong So say what you wanna say now I'm your liability You don't really wanna go? But I don't care I don't want you near me 'Cause I wanna run And you wanna watch me fall apart And I wanna feel Something more than just myself The end is only the beginning Of this mess I'm so sick of waging A war in the dark I gave you my heart Waging a war in the dark I gave you my heart Like had your back to the sun I gave you my heart So say what you wanna say now I'm your liability You don't really wanna go? But I don't care I don't want you near me 'Cause I wanna run And you wanna watch me fall apart And I wanna feel Something more than just myself And I wanna know I wanna know what it's like Just to be with you I wanna know it's like To be with you