You are one with desire And the rumor caught fire That i thought that i could Have you just for myself You will wear your grandma's clothes And i'll try to endure the cold But i've tried before And i don't think that i have it in me No, i've never known how To reconcile the side of me that is brave And the side of me that is kind Mother sent me off to die To a west-european town I'm a busker in a city That has no change to spare Sails will give in to the vengeful wind And me, oh well, i'll give in to the devil's whims And i'll bathe in boiling water On a rainy day in june For i have not yet found the way To wash your scent off my neck