I felt like a dead man A shadow of my former self Caught up in a whirlwind Of bloodshot eyes and failing health Got lost in fading cities, Poor judgement and self pity I felt like a dead man A dead man I felt like a dead man A shell of what i used to be One tired and distant Dark mind so desperate for sleep Got lost in nights as i fought Demons on moonlit sidewalks I felt like a dead man A dead man Like a shadow in the dark Looking for the parts that belong where it bled Like a shadow in the dark Looking for the parts gone missing from my chest Exhausted heavy breathing Alcohol, lack of sleeping Same pattern keeps repeating This damn life is slowly killing me