What would matter? I put my hat down and shame will go I couldn’t tell ya how much truth on this song Cus’ I’m at it, giving all the signs I’m a child of the universe, I thought that I was fine I’m alone, walking drunk back home Stopped for a cold beer on the go Oh I’ve been, now’s clear to see I’m not that smart, but I believe in the stars Optimistic, I thought everyone would be kind Then I see zero empathy I’m a grown up in this earth But I’m still so messed up I’ve been wandering in those thoughts of mine Ive been ditched maybe once or five times My songs will never be a lullaby Cus’ I speak what’s on my mind I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster Panting feelings on a poster I don’t need I’m just so stuck in here And maybe I’ve been my worst Since I can remember I’ve been writing songs About everything, mostly about love Guess just being good, doesn’t matter anymore So I gotta let it go, I gotta let it go I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster Panting feelings on a poster I don’t need I’m just so stuck in here Oh I’ve been too kind, open heart from start Feelings under influences Now I take the consequences I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster Panting feelings on a poster I don’t need I’m just so stuck in here And maybe I’ve been my bad company