Holidays

This always happens to me just when I feel happy. 
They go and turn on me again. 
The same thing every time, I go out on a line. Everyone else turns out fine. 

Holidays are all the same. 
Always have myself to blame. 
Don't want to feel this way again. 

When it's a day of days, I go into a craze. 
My head and body feel malaise. 

Holidays are all the same. 
Always have myself to blame. 
Don't want to feel this way again.