Nothing felt as good as your hand on my thigh And the wind on my back And the sound of you laughing While the stars lit up the sky We smoked too many cigarettes Toxic smoke filled our lungs Made our heavy hearts lighter And ourselves easier to love I haven’t slept as well as I did in your arms I haven’t smiled as much as I did in your car In your shitty fucking Saturn On a Sunday night I was supposed to be home at 11 I'm alright Nothing seems quite right anymore Quite bright anymore And everything is too fucking loud I swear something’s dragging me down I'm sorry if I hurt you You know I didn’t mean too I was scared of getting hurt Because I was sure that I loved you I haven’t slept as well as I did in your arms I haven’t smiled as much as I did in your car In your shitty fucking Saturn On a Sunday night I was supposed to be home at 11 I'm alright