Been sleeping three hours a night
I can't keep this up
My mom asks how much I'm eating
I tell her enough
Growing up didn't seem so hard
Now I realize it's rough
Stress eating my stomach lining
I can't keep this up
And I want to go back to being 10
Felt safe with covers up over my head
Anything beats being 20
I just feel so alone
Everything is so scary
Been working 10 hours a day
I hate my job
It doesn't matter how much I work
It's never enough
Can't afford to go to school
What the fuck do I do
This growing older thing
Used to seem so cool
And I want to go back to being 10
Felt safe with covers up over my head
Anything beats being 20
I just feel so alone
Everything is so scary
