Biting my fingernails Grinding my teeth All the things I do when I'm nervous Without realizing And you called me out On all these little habits that I don't think that much about And it's hard to sleep Knowing that you hate me I never thought I'd find someone like you And I never thought that you'd want me too I spent so many nights laying awake Thinking about all the time you waste on me You'd tell me i'm crazy and laugh I was right And I fucked it up all at once It was actually pretty impressive how bad I fucked this up You left for college And I sold my soul to stay here Work in coffee shops for a year And my constant need for chaos Will surely be thе death of me I can't hold on to anything Can't hold on to anyone Oh, I know it's all my fault I'm my own worst еnemy I never thought I'd find someone like you And I never thought that you'd want me too I spent so many nights laying awake Thinking about all the time you waste on me You'd tell me i'm crazy and laugh I was right I was right I was right I was right One can but it's like five cans that are like stacked like this Yes, yes So then like, it's like layered Mhm Then you could pull the tab off, open the second one Pull it up, open the third That first sip Just so much waste But you always get the fullest This is America though Oh, that's uh, that's uh This is America