I'm a flawed design as far as I can tell I am weakened by the frailty of my shell To give me faith is just the coldest lie Must I tolerate this all the time? Salvation can't come too fast But it never lasts Breaking down from all the things That my sickness brings I have tried but nothing helps And I can't heal myself Disconnect me so I can become someone else I feel like I am paralyzed Morphine in this case would be nice It fails me time and time again Counting my days until the end Anaesthesia make me numb When the time has come Take me somewhere far from here Help me disappear I have tried but nothing helps And I can't heal myself Disconnect me so I can become someone else