Tom: G#m
F#
Slipping deeper into myself
F#
Slowly dwindling like my health
B
I know that one day I will break
[Interlude]
F#
[Verse]
F#
Left home for a few days' time
F#
Tried hard to fix my mind
B
But all that I could do was lay awake
[Interlude]
F#
[Verse]
D#
And maybe it's the weather
G#m B
Or maybe it's my selfish tendencies
[Interlude]
F#
D#
But something about me right now
G#m Bm
Just doesn't feel like who I used to be
[Interlude]
Bm
[Verse]
G#m
So I'm sorry to my family
B
I'm sorry to my friends
F#
I'm sorry to the people with whom I can't make amends
G#m
I'm sorry for my past mistakes
B
I'm sorry for this curse
Bm
I'm sorry that I'm never getting better
*stop*
And always getting worse
[Interlude]
F# x2
[Verse]
F#
I feel so goddamn trapped
F#
Stuck here on a sinking raft
B
And dreaming of the day it de-inflates
[Interlude]
F#
F#
Death feels like an open door
F#
And less now like a metaphor
B
That I use poetry to reinstate
[Interlude]
F#
[Verse]
D#
And maybe it's the medicine
G#m B F#
Or maybe it's these stupid fucking songs
[Interlude]
F#
D#
But something always makes me feel
G#m B F#
Like I've been doing everything wrong
[Interlude]
F#
[Verse]
D#
And if this reads like a suicide note
G#m * B * F#
Then I guess I got some good practice after all
[Interlude]
F#
[Verse]
G#m
'Cause I said six years ago
B B
That I would rather die than grow and fall
[Interlude]
F#
[Verse]
G#m
So I'm sorry to my family
B
I'm sorry to my friends
F#
I'm sorry to the people
F#
With whom I can't make amends
G#m
I'm sorry for my past mistakes
Bm
I'm sorry for this curse
Bm * Bm *
I'm sorry that I'm never getting better
