Why you gotta do it this way When there’s so many options to take Ask me if I'll stay or go away It's kinda hard for me to say 'Cause I don’t really know my way Am I killing time Am I way too high I hear that all the time Some say I'm going crazy I know I'm too lazy But God am I? Am I? I could go never show up again I could stay and fuck my brain But I know it would happen anyway I'm not scared of what you have to say I don’t blame no one for my mistakes But I know I still don’t know my way Am I killing time Am I way too high I hear that all the time Some say I'm gon’ crazy I know I'm too lazy But God am I? Am I? Wouldn’t go nowhere If I cared If I compared But I don't really fucking care Only I know better What matters And I'm aware I could go never show up again I could stay and fuck my brain But I know it would happen anyway I'm not scared of what you have to say I don’t blame no one for my mistakes But I know I still don’t know my way