Sadness hurts me physically When I’ve been out I felt the wind And saw myself free Suddenly your cards flip and you lose And there’s nothing you can do You feel so small and can’t take your life Like you should Played my hand at poker I lose, now I'm here Should’ve been me far away Can’t you see? Eating board games as if there where Lsd tablets And death does not frighten me I just and to live how I know (how?) to live Of course there’s something after death There will still been having Christmas and summers There’s will still been having elections and birthdays But you’re not there But only dies who are forgotten And I believe that from me they will remember Like billy the kid But only dies who are forgotten And I believe that from me they will remember Like billy the kid