Sadness hurts me physically
When I’ve been out I felt the wind
And saw myself free
Suddenly your cards flip and you lose
And there’s nothing you can do
You feel so small and can’t take your life
Like you should
Played my hand at poker
I lose, now I'm here
Should’ve been me far away
Can’t you see?
Eating board games as if there where
Lsd tablets
And death does not frighten me
I just and to live how I know (how?) to live
Of course there’s something after death
There will still been having Christmas and summers
There’s will still been having elections and birthdays
But you’re not there
But only dies who are forgotten
And I believe that from me they will remember
Like billy the kid
But only dies who are forgotten
And I believe that from me they will remember
Like billy the kid
