Tapping The Vein

Fingertips

Tapping The Vein


Although it's warm outside 
I feel cold inside my skin 
I really could have used fair warning 
Then maybe I'd survive this hell I'm in 
This is easy 
This is easier 

If I could heal myself 
Where would I begin? 
I really wish I'd had a shoulder 
I'd try and climb from this hole I'm in 
This is easy 
This is easier 

Locked in all alone here 
Fate is in my fingertips 
There isn't anyone that can hold me here 
Do you think this is courage? 
Does this make me brave? 
It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made 

This is easy 
T this is easier for me 
Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me 

Do you think this is Selfish? 
Does this make me crazed? 
It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made 

This will never get easy 
I don't think so