Sugar Falls

What am I doing here? 
What am I waiting for? 
Will somebody fall from Heaven And join me on the floor? 

Why am I holding Out, Pretending it might make sense? 
I will not understand this any better then. 

If Sugar Falls all over me: 
If Sugar Falls then we'll see 
So, I'll wait, as I always wait, as I always wish for something more 

What if I try escaping 
hoping for some repair 
and then what if all of this 
Heartache follows to find me there?