Again

I am wearing this weight Again 
It cuts like it did then 
It's consuming all my thoughts 
and swallowing me Again 

And what you see is what's left of me 
but I'm here 
I didn't think I'd scare very easily 
but I fear this thing 

It is wearing me out and thin 
Paralyzing me Again 
It was vicious all the way here 
I am barely alive 

I wish you love 
With anyone else but me 
I wish you love with anyone 

And all I can do I will do for you 
If I'm here 
I promise you I'll remember you 
While I'm here 

I wish you love Again 
I am surrendering me 
Surrendering mine