as night kills the day my darkest paranoia's come to life for death and suffering lay in wait complete failure of life self inflicted hatred bleeding in despair Suffering a Sickening Death needles to my soul blessed by hypnotic convulsions morbid moments defused in life when distressed Winds begin howling you shall depart hold the cold hand of death lead yourself to neverending failure Suffer this Sickening Death despairing last moments