I can't escape the sinking feeling that everything is broken in the beginning where it falls apart the consumption of the things that comfort A product that is taking Precedence over a life mindless indulgence to gain contentment with whats inside Temporary serenity selling out to live a life to break to buy to find a center to be a slave so insecure offset intent sell it away to gain control and feel secure broken disaster barted existence loaded in a cycle aggressive in the response to a motion within a system caving in to my frustration I've claimed it all now it's gone selling out to live and die Now I'm broken a thousand new broken parts in the end where it falls apart braking without support caught up in the ties that bind indentured into bonds and stocks stocks that bind and break the locks this sanity is of no use until i can afford something new