I'm here in a darkened room I feel trapped and hopeless I try to find a way out of freedom But I'm stuck in my mind I just wanna live and not feel my blood run cold I can walk in the cold wind My tears freeze on my face I just wanna feel the rain in the sky The gray sky calms down And it's strange because l feel That world is not for me and it's not so real I just wanna go away and not feel my blood run cold I can walk in the cold wind My tears freeze on my face I just wanna feel the rain in the sky