I justified what I thought was good inside I overlooked your lies and over-exemplified myself To your pseudo life without compromise I refused to believe when it starred me in the face Living with this darkness I covet to erase Ashamed of my behavior, when it's really your mistakes That pained my blind desire, now my silence finally breaks So hard to move on To get back what was taken from me My pride, and my serenity So hard to move on To get back what was taken from me I'll be gathering eternally And I blame you I justified what I thought was good inside I overlooked your lies and over-exemplified myself To your pseudo life, I've been buried alive I've been buried alive And I blame you I blame you