I have lost myself to the pain of enduring his happiness I focus on the pain a child who will not be blessed Torn apart by death lives that have been touched Puddles of tears and fears left here without a touch I have been left here without guidance or anyone to love The fear has turned my skin white as a dove Torn apart by death lives that have been touched Puddles of tears and fears left here without a crutch Where else can I turn to I have no one to look after me Where else can I turn to Forever alone is what I' ll have to be Why am I all alone Why am I on my own There are no shoulders on which to cry I don' t want to be alone until I die Where else can I turn to I have no one to look after me Where else can I turn to Forever alone is what I' ll have to be