Lost my head again Threw away my only friend For just one night to be alive I slit my wrists for that bitch Without thinking a bit How could i be so dumb to think she'd stay Run away The air is dence I feel pathetic with my life Spinning on a wheel Into another state of affliction Cant seem to get my self through this Now i need to find a better way Ive been all that i want Whats left is nothing but her All the blood has been stripped and lost I dont even like me Im not something i like t Urn on the light before i fade away The air is dence I feel pathetic with my life Spinning on a wheel Into another state of affliction Cant seem to get my self through this Inside these four walls i explode Excape into another world To get me far away from here And i expect to much from me cause Ive been throwing my life away Ive thrown my life away I need to find a better way The air is dence I feel pathetic with my life Spinning on a wheel Into another state of affliction Cant seem to get my self through this Now i need to find a better way