Ashes of love Clutched in my Shaking, weary, hollow hands Ashes of love Clutched in my Shaking, weary, hollow hands I am too depressed to show you How depressed I really am It feels beyond expression The weight of the mask Buries me into silence And no one can tell The light inside me is out Screaming for help Whilst muting myself And no one can tell The light inside me is out Trapped in a secret mental hеll Where destructivе fires burn Striking a match Under the mask Burning myself again Hating myself Hurting myself Muting myself again I am too depressed to show you how depressed I am I am too depressed to show you how de Ashes of love Clutched in my Shaking, weary, hollow hands Ashes of love Clutched in my Shaking, weary, hollow hands It feels beyond expression The weight of the mask Buries me into silence No one can tell The light in me is out I'm screaming for help Whilst I'm muting myself Trapped in a secret mental hell Where destructive fires burn I'm not alive and I'm wasting my turn So strike the match 'cause I will never learn Forever and ever this fire will burn Everything reduced to ashes and I am the urn I am the hollow urn I am the urn Everything reduced to ashes and I am the urn