It`s when you cry for me and I can`t hear dat sound It`s when you die for me and no one`s all around It`s when I wake at night and have dreamt confusing shit I toss `n`turn to hide my soul from haunting it All I see is nothing in your eyes A reflection of your paradise So hollow, weak, it fades away Where`s my forgiveness? Am I the only one to blame… It`s hard to face dat bullshit, - I act this time - To see me fail `n` fail again, to know I`ve punished my own crime I never meant to be the cause of all that pain But goddamn, I`ve paid my bills, so show me who`s to blame All I see is …