I'm stuck here staring at the door
I know she’ll ask me what the fuck I'm waiting for
I need to start dragging my feet
These days are getting so much harder to complete
Suffocating, choking
While they’re holding me down
Say, “we’re having fun joking”
Then run off with the crowd
No one seems to hear me
But I know I make sound
Maybe there is a bubble around me that I don’t know about
I see all their laughter
Wish I knew what it’s like
To feel joy in the day time
‘Cause I live for the night
In a place filled with wonder
Where I do what I want
I don’t need anybody around me
They’d only mess it all up
I wish I was older
I would be like that girl
The version of me that I dream about being
When it starts to hurt
'Cause I'm in a crisis
And it’s only the start
But I just keep telling myself to keep going
And heal all the scars
I'm stuck here staring at the door
I know she’ll ask me what the fuck I'm waiting for
Out there it’s all so hard and mean
But nothing bad could ever get me in my
Make believe
