Thousand twinkling lights in a september night sky Makes a heart filled with void Remembers the aching of a loss, five years ago. And there you stood, Just like a picture it seemed to me. And there you stood, The wind had gripped your pail hair and also caught my heart. And everything i didn't say echoes forever. You never saw how much you hurt me i guess. But then again, Thousand twinkling lights in an october night sky Makes my heart slowly wander And stumbles across the aching of a loss, two years ago. And the words as follow: "i can't help that i still miss those nights we spent speaking in silence" I've been waiting so long for a moment, When i don't feel this way. I've been waiting for a moment, When i no longer feel trapped inside this hollow body, When i'm at ease. All this years i've told myself to wait fot it. Maybe i feel better if i just wait for it. Whenever you're around I shut my eyes and wait for it. I hope and wait, I just wait for it. But what if the moment never comes? Will i be left with all my thoughts? What if i never can let go? Will i ever get over you? Will i ever?