Now I know exactly how it feels To have your whole life stripped from you Without finding something real My past is buried, and so am I It's a shame things couldn't change Lord told me to count my blessings Well I lost count and agony remains Who to turn to while feelings so cold I'm breathing fire while tasting defeat A man can only take so much At war with the world at war with me Life never changes Feels like I'm stuck on repeat Another blade sharpened so deep within Reminding me of what I used to be You fucking murdered me