So this is what it feels like So this is what it looks like So this is what it tastes like The effigy of sadness Let the rain wash over me Let the pain wash over me So this is what i feel like So this is what i look like So this is how i see it The ultimate essence of pain This is the gentle touch of rain This is the color of my soul This is the beauty of it all This is the poison and its cure Lay down, lay down beside of me Don't be, don't be afraid of The pour Rest your, rest your weary head Let go, let go of all you have, Have known. You might think I want to stand in this grey shade Despised by all that lives and shines You would be wrong You might think Everything i see and breathe Is the fading light of fall You're so wrong For everything i see and breath Everything i hear and feel Everything i write and say Is my life Everything that makes you turn Makes you turn away from me Makes you turn away from me Is my peace… This is the gentle touch of rain This is the color of my soul This is the beauty of it all This is the poison and its cure