I'll never see my reflected image In this dirty insincere world of mirrors Without passions without colours Controlled or ignored I wonder which face has been painted on my soul It's a dull image lacking of clearness And I don't want to understand it... But I've got the truth in my mind...just now After colouring my days with your blood This world will be white again tomorrow There's no reason to keep on bleeding I'm fading away in a uncoloured world dying Crouched between the numbness and silence Deep inside my madness Where people delude themselves Painting their face with a pale smile And in my mind I discover joy Colouring my world I won't be able to feel joy like in my dreams In this daily indifference I'm sitting alone and helpless Looking at my future collapsing inside I can only reach my sweet prison after Nothing would change out there But I can't break this life I can't break this life Made of fragments of lies Silence burn me inside Why? But I've got the truth in my mind...just now I'm dissolving my time Waiting for the end Colouring my world I cannot to wait for next end's embrace Looking to a sky without light Into a self-hollow of oblivion A place so black Where the future is so unclean Full of shades of grey I won't be able to escape if I want to Choosing the conscious way If this world can get well My emotions will be forever contaminated And my darkest despair may rise inside In every minute nobody can heal me And I'll die before understand it