I think that shes so cool, but she thinks that Im lame and ever since she found this out its always been the same. She laughs at all my dumb jokes and she sits down next to me but theres no hope because I know that this will never be. I know that the harder I try she gets more creeped out by me. Maybe another chick will come my way, but not today. I need to change myself, improve my physical health, go down to the gym and work out I need to make a change, get my life rearranged I need to find out what Im all about. I went and got my hair cut and I shaved off my beard. I got my acne all cleared up and stopped acting so weird. Now she really wants me but she never will be mine because Now that Im so damn pretty she doesnt look so fine. I know that its not cool to judge people by what you see Maybe Ill date an ugly girl someday, but not today.