I don't need some bird's ashes To rise from dust to life I'm ready to be judged A funeral to my old friend and confidant And wish to take his place Maybe I could be the next in line But not this time It could be this night You never give the chances to regret this life All those memories keep haunting my dreams every night Can you respect my will? Why won't you let me die? Where is my rest in peace Or passage through the bright light? Can you just set me free? Instead of keep me sick So I can prove myself that Heaven is a fucking lie Heaven is a fucking lie Heaven is a fucking lie So I give myself to hell and back To the locked gates of your heaven I trade my soul to promises And Drown myself in a ocean of doubts And I just don't understand Why you need me here And keep pulling me back Can you respect my will? Why won't you let me die? Where is my rest in peace Or passage through the bright light? Can you just set me free? Instead of keep me sick So I can prove myself that Heaven is a fucking lie Heaven is a fucking lie Heaven is a fucking lie Can you respect my will? Why won't you let me die? Where is my rest in peace Or passage through the bright light? Can you just set me free? Instead of keep me sick So I can prove myself that Heaven is a fucking lie Heaven is a fucking lie Heaven is a fucking lie