I'll mindfuck you 'till you're suicidal I'll throw you down like a whore I'll kick you out 'till you're screaming and crying Then watch you crawl back for more I want you to know just how I feel I want you to know my hatred is real I'll make you feel like you really belong here I'll bring you into the fold I'll build you up just to tear you back down again I'll show you who's in control I want you to know just how I feel I want you to know my obsession is real I am dead inside Totally hollow eyed Nothing left to hide Pride All the times you cried The total truth denied Perfect on the outside Pride I'll stand up tall on the shoulders of giants I'll step on your back too I'll polish bullshit to sell to the masses And pass it off as shiny and new I want to tell the Academy Members And all of my fans too I want to tell you Mommy and Daddy I never needed a fucking thing from you Totally dead inside But it's the only thing that makes me feel alive