I've found science in the existence of my words I've been keeping secrets safe To hide the skin that lives inside my clothes A little less than three days I gave myself a shot at saving grace She didn't believe in me Scratch that, she never believed in anything Hold your breath as I aim and shoot for the chest I was always one for falling in love But I gave up on that, I started to grow up You help me fulfill my dreams When I need to feel high and can't fall asleep Is this reality? Or will you take two Relax and call me in the morning? "You shouldn't be so cruel What did I ever do to you?" I wish you would stop referencing yourself We've all got monsters too Deep down inside. They were sent to destroy you The secret to keeping them in Is the imagery; familiarization in the company you keep We've all got lovers too Try to take mine, I fucking dare you My secret is hidden inside me I use manipulation to the third degree I've bottled up un-charted maps and lands While keeping them all in the palm of my hand I tried to convince myself to stay But I realized that one day We all will wash away