Breaking Out

I have always said 
I only love you so you took your life 
and laid it down but now 
I'm always hiding from you 
I'm so ashamed for you to see me now 
I lost the feeling and I'm falling down feels like 
I'm drowning I lost the feeling in my darkest hour 
but you died to pull me out I'm breaking out of 
this you broke me out of this I let the shadows 
hide my sins away the things 
I do are usually wrong you said it's harder 
than the real thing to pretend 
I'm someone else in the end there's mercy falling