Mantra

I've been down so long 
Nothing ever changes 
No matter how much I try 
Got neighbours in my head 
They're constantly arguing 
About each step I take 
My hands move like rattlesnakes 
And my fingers fumble 
Like they've just been invented 
I bleed through the faking truth 
I don't understand 
All you fools 
I keep drinking wine 
Alone in the dark 
You know the last drink 
Is always the saddest 
I have enough pills 
To take me home 
'Cos this neighbour's song is doing it too slow