I'll paint a picture nobody knows (questions my life?) I'll face outside and (anxiety?) grows Unwilling to face what's in front of me Life tries to slow me It's right below me I just reached out and cry Life can't control me It's right below me If i just reach down and try To late to stop it The damage is done I lied to their faces My mind is a battle nobody has won Confusing to be what i've never been Life tries to slow me It's right below me I just reached out and cry Life can't control me It's right below me If i just reach down and try Life tries to slow me It's right below me I just reached out and cry Life can't control me It's right below me If i just reach down and try Confusion has won I can't find my way I wish i could change it But my mind says Stop your crying, reach down and try to make something of yourself But my mind says Sit down, give up ... Save myself from myself But my heart says Trust your instincts, believe what you think It's best for you in the end Life tries to slow me It's right below me I just reached out and cry Life can't control me It's right below me If i just reach down and try Life tries to slow me It's right below me I just reached out and cry Life can't control me It's right below me If i just reach down and try