I've been thinking over and over again, now i have a plan Starting with my simplest endeavor You cant hold me back but you can take my hand I wont last forever but i'm doing the best i can My guilt is cutting deep weighting me down into the sea Don't admit , ill never ask, if you swear not to tell I'm taking side with devil Not like i had a choice at all I watched the tide Come in over and over again Pressing your once perfect body against the shoreline I'm taking my time to see if your alive I think ill forget tonight ever happened Its my fault, i never learn lesson I know how much it takes Ill leave after what we made Far from a memory Still so close to me I want you dead, ill pour the salt in your wounds make all your nightmares come true I hope your swimming in the stomach of a monster tonight Its what you deserve